Flying off in a few hours, mad excited whooo!!

Darius was like, you just lost weight you wanna go back to being how you were?!! D: but taiwan food is epic!!! roarr.. Since my willpower is of an insignificant amount, I'll prolly come back fat hahaha ohwells..

This post is not pointless rambling though.. it's an expression of LURVE!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!!!!!
(don't that look sexy yayness)

hahah ok i know it's early but i'll be in taiwan on your birthday so i gotta wish you now!!

just imagine my sister's me la.. (i know it takes immense concentration but yea...) i can't believe we don't have a picture together!!!

p.s darius: oogle away hehheh

it was great spending time with ya during camp though we did nothing but eat.. ahhahaha I'LL COME BACK FAT OMG LISA!! ):

i think i need counselling cos when that indian girl giving her testimony praise report said she was anorexic, i secretely thought, "at least you're skinny now.. maybe i should try being anorexic.. wait no, that's too hard... bulimic?"

haha.

ANYWAYS, you know how much you mean to me la!! and though i won't be around on your actual bday, i'll always be here forever and ever till we grow old and die hahaha.. so no pressure finding a partner cos.....

you've got a friend in meeee *toy story wheee!*

Here's wishing you an awesome birthday and may you grow more beautiful each year.. The good Lord loves you and so do I! And his eyes have never left you, hold on to what is good for we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. :)

Uhh ok this is really rushed cos I haven't finished packing and it's like 8.30? hahaha meet up when I come back yea??

~LOVE YOU LONG TIME~

ALL HAIL THE VUVUZELA!!

yummy yummy brazil!!

BAD NEWS: I'll miss the ENTIRE QUARTERS AND SEMIS COS I'LL BE IN TAIWAN AND THEN FOC!!

w.h.a.t t.h.e h.e.l.l

I know -.-

SoOOoooOoo... I'm gonna let one lucky reader text me play by plays of each match throughout the two weeks!!! Any takers? :D


sigh


Moving on.... *sulking internally*

~flashback~
me: Omg you're hilarious.. I wonder what it's like to live in your brain, I think I'll die laughing

max: Haha, I don't know if anything is capable of living in there.. It's anarchy!!

me: It's so paradoxical that you said your brain's anarchy when the brain is the governor of our being..


Now that I think of it, the brain can be in a total state of lawlessness and disorder.. It's pretty funny how I love the way my brain feels all mooshy now.. All I think of now circle around food, clothes and soccer..

Ah wells, bimbos make the world go round.. I'm living proof that the tongue has power.. Pile on the insults babehs.. You'll see 'em materialise in human form right here *winkwink*

I'm feeling crabby!!!! NO QUARTERS OR SEMIS OMG!!!  ^%#$%&@^!&*#

so sad.

i hope you see a point in this, cos i sure don't. and by point i mean construction. cos if the point is destruction then it is beyond pointless, it is cataclysmic is it not? i do not contend with the grappling of faith. i have issues however, with the grappling of motives. now tell me, what's yours?

I have a B average woohoo for me.. Momma will be so proud!!

Haha, ohwells.. The only thing that pisses me off about my grades is that I put in the least effort for the arts mods and did the best for em.. I seriously cracked open the damn textbook for the first time a week before the paper! I wanna transferrrrrr!!... Ok no I'm blabbering

The thought of facing Year 2 in science is intimidating though to say the least.
Daunting.
As I start to drown in my 'B-'s and 'C+'s, regret is starting to peek out of its shadow again..
To have squandered away precious time doing something that will amount to nothing is one thing. To be forced to do so is another.
The worst part is knowing that indulging in what I love is just a transfer fee away.
Oh and I graduate a year later, ahh big deal..
(ok yea it's a big deal)


Bright side: English minor
I've always been fascinated by the English language. So much emotion packed into 26 little alphabets. No tone markers necessary, for tone is brought forth by the author..
By the end of next sem, I'll be able to tell if I was made to grasp the beauty of this language or if my love is not to be reciprocated. I'm ready to spend hours bent over a desk, giving birth to literary masterpieces! Thrilling!~

Remember when I said a mind-imploding post might come soon? I changed my mind. I forgot I told myself this place is for useless rants as displayed above.


mehh. That's the sound a sheep makes.

Call me crazy but I kinda miss math.

Kinda.

Ok not really.

I just miss the satisfaction of being able to complete a complicated math question.

Ahh I miss being able to excel at something haha.. Results day is drawing near and though I constantly make a conscious effort to push it to the back of my mind it keeps tryna resurface, like a clingly ex-boyfriend.. Not that I'll know what that's like, I hear stories though hmm.. h.a.u.n.t.i.n.g

Can I marry that guy?

Frickin' hilarious.

It has to be a guy cos of those marks so carelessly scrawled across the page some might deem as handwriting.

Anywho, I MIGHT come up with some mind-imploding post soon, or not.

My mood changes.

For now y'all can feed off this.

Tally ho!!

y'know it doesn't take much to become a youtube star.. all you need is time, a camera and some sense of humour.. i've got two thirds of that list.. the only problem is you can't steal sense of humour like you do with a camera.. *coughcough*




i BOUGHT my camera.....
















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so anyway having the luxury of time's been grrrreat! finally booked my air tickets! oh and i struck gold, found two never-before-read tess gerritssen books in the CCK library whoo! this is an embarrassingly pointless post, im just waiting for my youtube video to load see.. and natalie cracks me up so i decided to share her with the world (:

ciao for now ~

I was about to start on a review of iron man, then I stopped myself.. I reckon no one wants to hear me go on and on about how suped up it was that it turned out bland.. I did enjoy RDJ's performance though, perfectly executed as always.. I lapped up his sarcastic humour like a dog, and loved every minute of it.. oh and the cars! Audi is beautiful.. Scarlett Johansson deserves special mention for being so damn hot.. Megan who??


Alright, onto more important things.. I know I havent blogged in ages so here's a long post to make up for it..


It's time for..
Sarah's Top 10 Favourite People (in the last year) Awards!!!

haha, Im thinking of making it an annual thing..
MINIONS VIE FOR MY FAVOUR!!

rofl.. im kidding, this is just my way of thanking these wonderful people who have made a difference in my life, who've hastened my maturation process, who've liberated me from the claws of just living.. it's like, I am so happy nowadays I actually wake up with a smile on my face.. and it's all thanks to you wonderful people..

so in no particular order...

#1: LISASA

It's not like you've done a lot for me in recent times miss im-so-busy-with-work pfft.. hahahaha but you'll always be in the list cos, you have made me who I am.. I never really got the whole, "We love cos He first loved us" thing till I met you.. I love cos you first showed me how to love, you showed me what love can do.. And boy can it do a lot.. so people like abi should be thanking you for the love I shower on them daily (heehee) cos it all started with you.. so thank you... for everything

#2: CHARLENE

Wow I survived a whole year of school cos of you.. If not for your constant nagging (haha) and patience I'd long have flunked out of uni.. plus you're probably the only person in this world who understands my bimbotic cravings and let me rant on and on about a random hot guy I saw on the bus without judging me.. (he honestly looked angelic when he was sleeping, like seriously) As much as you look up to me spiritually (hahah yes im shameless like that) you have to know that I have grown in God cos of you too.. Your questions get me thinking and I'm so grateful I can easily integrate God into school cos of your existence.. :)

#3: HULDAH

o.m.g whurrt?!!! My sister made the list?! In all honesty, I'm glad she came to YI despite the many flaws circumstances cos I really only got to know her when she did.. Her kindness and gentleness, so superior to any other person I've met.. Her love for God so simple and pure, yet not without knowledge.. An inspiration to me though I'd never admit to that haha.. I thank God my parents tried for a son after me and got her instead heh

#4: TZEWEI

I'm not perfect, no way near it in fact.. But being around you liberates my imperfections cos I know whatever comes out of my mouth does not get frowned upon or judged.. I sit with my legs open cos I don't care to be a lady. And you let me.. You don't demand I change anything about myself and accept every flaw I bring to the table.. You are a gem, a true gem and I'm so glad your social dot is expanding to an actual circle.. I take some credit for it, I taught you life skills ok hahah.. Friends come and go, but best friends are there till the end.. I promise to visit you in the old folk's home when your kids abandon you!! hahahahhah :D

#5: ABIGAIL

I have a slight feeling I'll bawl my eyes out the day you fly away.. You are special and irreplaceable and I am so glad I had the priveledge of sharing a lane in the marathon of life with you.. You're a tough cookie trapped in a lil girl's body,with a  robust will and strength.. And yet sometimes, your vulnerability shows and I am honoured to be someone you trust enough to reveal that side to.. Always always know that I am here for you my dear!

#6: DARIUS

If lisa taught me love, you taught me patience and persistence.. Your shell took years of chiselling, and yet is still a work in progress.. And I know what lies beneath is a priceless treasure, so I will dig on! As I take a step back and marvel on, I see growth and maturation beyond your years.. To say I am proud of you is an understatement and I know how hard it can be to supress everything within that beating organ.. I've tried.. Let me half your burden will ya?! haha, anywho, love you to mini bits!!

#7: 3MAO

soccer buddy!! haha, no one else talks about soccer with me cos im a girl *rolls eyes* anyway, it's strange how we evolved from pip the maomao,crap online for hours kind of friendship, to this.. It's hard for me to trust people and with you it comes so naturally.. I am so glad you joined Z3 and became who you are today (haha) cos I can talk about serious stuff with you and not feel awkward rofl.. You're so adorable I secretely wanna pinch your cheeks everytime you smile hahah

#8: BRYAN

Despite only being my CGL for one sem, I have learnt much and will continue learning much cos he is an inspiration.. I have NEVER in my entire life, met someone who says, "All glory to God!" believably, until I met bryan that it.. There is an element of self-pride in all of us, but bryan's heart is so pure I feel like Jesus would've come and pat him on the back.. I can totally imagine Bryan's shocked face and vigourous denial if he reads this.. but within a span of less than a sem, my hunger for the revelation of the word has deepened so much cos of him.. my perspective of christianity and student ministry has been changed single handedly.. thanks bryan, though you'll never read this haha

#9: WENSLEY

hahahhaha spasticated.. school becomes bearable cos of you, otherwise I'd go insane and would have to check into the mental hospital for sure.. can you act more like the rich guy that you are? like buy me stuff and drive me around.. yea, stuff like that.. HAHA my prayers are with you as you go to India! I just wanna thank you for helping me keep my sanity and for taking care of me cos i'm a lil girl -.- I still rmb you saved me from getting run down by a bus cos I didnt look while crossing the road hahah

#10: YEEHONG

even yeehong made the list?! pfft this is whacked!!! haha no it isn't!! yeehong deserves this, listen listen.. though i'm still very new to the cell, yh has been crucial in helping me integrate and feel accepted.. and I feel like I'm discovering a different person.. The love he has to offer is astounding and I know not everyone would have the ability to get up the way he did after a fall like his.. Since this list is for the people who've made a difference in my life, he needs to be here cos he certainly made a difference in mine.. The reason I love saturdays again when it was just dreaded week after dreaded week.. he won't know how much he did, but I stood up largely cos of him.. odd and out of place in this list, but essential...


 

HONOURABLE MENTIONS

#1: ADA

tsk tsk, what a bimbotic pose like seriously.. and the fact that you weren't aware of the camera PROVES that this bimbotic pose is totally natural.. hahah, you know I'm really glad we got to spend more time together.. If being a christian was easy, paul wouldn't have described it as a fight or a race.. I always tell myself this and I think I make perfect sense.. The struggles we face is God's way of telling us He trusts us enough to handle the situation.. For otherwise He wouldn't have allowed it in the first place.. So I hereby applaud you for being worthy of testing! Congrats babe *hughug* hehhheh

#2: VARMA

you make me laugh hahahha.. hurray to free hugs from the teddy bear! no more running away when you see me haha.. I am so unspeakably glad we can talk casually and interact in a stress-free environment lol.. you were one tough nut to crack and hopefully the doors have been swung wide open to welcome new heights to our friendship uh? :D love you loads la!!

If you didn't make the list, it doesn't mean you mean any less to me!! You know who you are, people I love and care deeply for!! It's just, the above mentioned are people who inspired my growth and new found happiness.. Who were intricate cogs in the machine that propelled me to who I am today.. Some I'm not even close to, but they have steered my rudder and led me unto a straight path.. So this is just a post of gratitude.. Thank you all.. I promise another post soon, take care! And good night :)